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Day 65

Posted by YSKSADBOY | May 16 2023

Some dude walked past my door with some type of cloth wrapped around his knuckles, twice. I knew what was going on immediately. They were setting up for a fight 2 doors down. About what, I can only speculate, but I'm pretty sure it was because this guy is in a gang and he got caught either smoking K-2 OR associating with a Gay dude. I've seen him do both which in most gangs is against their laws. Then another guy walked by constantly adjusting his poker in his waste band, he had nothing to do with the fight, he obviously was just trying to show off and look cool. There is always THAT one person who shows up to the scene. Some people just don't have anything better to do. That's the thing, everyone is bored, so they come up with these sadistic games they subconsciously play, if that makes sense.... College football has been on all day, so I'm going to cut this short and watch it, really because I have nothing to write right now, so yeah.

Day 64

Posted by YSKSADBOY | May 19 2023

Everyone just went to lunch, My Bunky was just in here high as a kite, he decided to walk down to lunch, I won't be surprised if he doesn't make it back. he and some dude were Just in here talking, the other guy was really just talking to me, I don't even know his name. My Bunky was just eating a pack of cookies with his eyes rolling to the back of his head before they left for lunch, me and the other guy were lauging at him, then my Bunky decides to eat (really slurp) a packet of mayonnaise. As he was about to walk out the room, the (other guy) says "You just ate a pack of cookies now you wanna eat some mayonnaise? Bring your nasty ass on." My Bunky slurrs with a grin "Don't worry about what I'm doin', it was opened." referring to the mayonnaise. I'm only explaining this because it made me laugh. little does my Bunky know, this guy is only around because he is planning to steal from him when he passes out. I know because he signed it too me in sign language. I guess l'm bilingual now, I understand and can "Speak" sign language fluently. Crazy shits been going on today. A dude who sleeps in the room next to me got "lined up" meaning a gang beat him up one by one, he was in there crying and saying I'm sorry, literally. but they kept beating him, they stole all of his stuff too. The thing that makes me feel some type of way is that we are the same age, and I've talked to him more several times, he makes music just like me, he's cool, he does tattoos, and offered to run on me. I don't know what he could have did to be in that situation. We are at the end of the hall. He's in the very last room. Imagine being cornered in a cell by yourself with a gang 7 deep surrounding the outside of your door, one by one coming at you beating you, even while your begging them to stop. This shit is not a movie, this is real life. This is the reason I have little emotion. Last night my Bunky decided he wanted to "argue" complaining about my towel hanging up to dry, I told him "I'm not moving shit and whenever you want to see me. let me know." After I said that, he decided to take a more "Venting" type of approach towards me, telling me that he wishes he was 22 and all this BS about how I go around thinking I'm better than everyone. I told him "| don't think I'm better than anyone." Then he said "The way you carry yourself is like you think your better than everyone." Thats when it dawned on me that I must really have a strong appearance and aura.

Day 63

Posted by YSKSADBOY | May 26 2023

I've never felt like this before. its not a bad feeling its more like the feeling you feel when your trying to remember something but cant. I can't even watch TV for real anymore with out thinking too deep into what's going on on the screen. its gotten to the point that I will get up from watching whatever it is thats on TV and go back to my cell and do nothing. A bunch of bullshit on TV anyway. actors portraying to be police officers in unrealistic situations. TV shows with people trying to sing for another persons opinion because they are insecure about their own potential, TV shows with a female trying to find love so she goes on TV , kisses and has sex with 20 different guys and she's considered strong, broken hearted and emotionally torn apart. she doesn't even find “Love" in the end. I see through all of it. I see everything very clear. that's why I feel the way I feel. this is what it feels like to be awake" so to speak. how can you be entertained by something that's made to narrow your perception about life? look where the fuck I'm at. but people don't care about these slave camps. they want to see lake people be cased around and fake eaten by fake zombies, they want to see people throw footballs and throw their full weight at each other until one or them gets a concussion or breaks a bone, to top it off, no one would even know what l'm insinuating if they read this.

Day 62

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COMING SOON!

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